I have ridiculously mixed emotions doing my job like I am right now. I miss my co-workers on the days I work alone, but at the same time, the rest of the company is running around me the whole time & I’m never really alone.
Other than while I was talking on the phone today I didn’t talk to a single person for the whole 11 hours I was in the building. (which I like) I haven’t been this alone for this long in years & I don’t find it unpleasant in the least.
Except for when I do. Which makes no sense at all. I realize that. I was at mixed emotions all day today. Hating my job but liking the money, hating being alone, but in enough of an emotional state that I knew it was better that I was alone, hating that I didn’t have enough money to buy frozen dinners for my lunches this week, but glad that I got to eat cereal for lunch.
The ‘C’ that is my middle initial? Probably stands for crazy.

Hmmm now I’m wondering what that J stands for that is my middle name. It’s probably not a good thing.
By: Andrea on April 2, 2008
at 5:42 am
Hi, just wanted to thank you for dropping by and visiting me as the Site of the Day from Michele’s. I felt so honored!
Some days I think the M (my middle initial) stands for maniac!!!
By: Sara on April 2, 2008
at 2:35 pm
Hello, Michele sent me!
Your post made me laugh cause there are days I COMPLETELY feel like that…for sure some days the A in my middle name stands for anxious!!!
By: Sandi on April 2, 2008
at 4:54 pm
I have love/hate relationships too. Completely normal. I have two middle names and the initials spell ME!! Hehe
By: Ann on April 2, 2008
at 4:59 pm